shall update here to prevent my blog from being deleted.all my beautiful memories :D!
2 tests i did today! :D
#1- HERE! (: i got 49 points! :D
therefore, others see me as...
Others see you as fresh, lively, charming, amusing, practical, and always interesting; someone who's constantly in the center of attention, but sufficiently well-balanced not to let it go to their head. They also see you as kind, considerate, and understanding; someone who'll always cheer them up and help them out.
test #2! what your name says about you!
E- You are a very exciting person.
V- You have a very good physique and looks.
E- You are a very exciting person.
L- Love is something you deeply believe in.
Y- You cause a lot of trouble.
N- You like to work, but you always want a break.
L- Love is something you deeply believe in.
O- You are very open-minded.
W- You like your privacy.
F- Everyone loves you.
E- You are a very exciting person.
N- You like to work, but you always want a break.
L- Love is something you deeply believe in.
I- You are always smiling and making others smile.
N- You like to work, but you always want a break.
G- You have excellent ways of viewing people.
running away -
10:49 PM
Wednesday, February 16
i thought i would suffer from diabetes someday.
too much sweets + sweetness on valentines day.
i think life's a tough journey.
why do people commit suicide?
don't they think of the people they left behind?
i would. i don't know whats on their mind.
i think if God closed all the doors on you, he'd at least leave a window.
nothing is thaaatt bad
cause if you think about it, you'll look back and smile
why die?
and you leave behind a trial of unfulfilled dreams
while memories of you dangle in mid-air.
if only you knew.
sometimes people leave you at some point in time.
and i think i should just get used to that
i am sick and tired of superficiality
i want to run away
running away -
6:40 PM
Sunday, February 13
hoho. i met jasmine on new yrs eve at the pier (:
I MISS HER!
i think i miss too many people for a good shooter like me.
i loved new years eve. :D lotsa angbaos and fun!
why are my cousins so adorable?
just watched finished saiyuki reload.
im damn sad. more saiyuki, anyone?
and that day at simins house was great! :D
fun fun fun fun fun and FUN!
i still want to go to arhjaesee after 1st 3 months!
i think i freaked my mum out.
guai evelyn who has never ever ponned school in her entire life ponned school twice this week
and im still plotting to pon.
raises eyebrows.
running away -
2:00 PM
i really love jay. and im tempted to make a new layout! either jay or julius. i can't make up my mind! rejoicing abt ponning sch tmr (: hohoho. i am really happy. im going back indonesia tomorrow.
i have come up with a wishlist! cause valentine's day is coming up and i know my loyal fans have been dying to get me something!
current wishlist:
running away -
10:30 PM
Sunday, February 6
words spread like wildfire.
bleh. this sucks. tell me how do people know about the matter in class when they are in nyjc. this really sucks. and its disgraceful and not worth talking about and somehow people know! and people gossip. marvellous. thanks. it really made my day.
running away -
3:37 PM
Thursday, February 3
"What if Jay was dating someone you know?"
i'd be jealous.
i'd BOX the person i know.
i'd wish them all the best and pray the media doesn't know.
of course, i'd make her intro jay to me.
make her give me free front row tickets to his concerts.
force her to let me take a lot of pictures with jay.
and let jay sign on one polariod/picture.
and let jay autograph all his albums he gave me
im easily contented (:
running away -
9:11 PM
Tuesday, February 1
did you know?
sometimes when people smile, it doesn't mean that they are fine.
they put on a front.
and they cry deep inside.
their smile, an open wound.
running away -
9:23 PM