im still alive n breathing. God rocks my world =) as simple as tt. e only one who will always b there for me is him. =D always. alwaysss! i sound crazy. how can i miss out on such great things for the last yr of my life? caught up in my own world n certain idiots. but its ok. im feelin better. n im always gettin better! =D heh. love delights not in evil, but in e truth. its time to b truthful. i love everyone. =P liein!! =x ok. i love everyone who is loveable. mwahahaha. school grass rocksss!!! =D btw, i love love this world for now cos i lost my wallie [[wallet]] on sunday n someone found it, called e sch n is returnin everything to me!! =D wooooo!!!! so happy lor~ heh. ren jian you qing! n today no tuition. cancelled. lalala. slack slack. then tmr fieldtrip! even better. whheee. =bounces= im so happy. im a happy piece of shit =) did i say tt i lost 4% of body fats? =D so kaixin u know. haha. i feel slimmer. but i sld work out more to lose all e excesses. =pokes= but i did not know where i lost my 4% frm but i hope its frm my tummy =pokes= no.. thighs. then again, maybe my calves? my butt? hEhXx. bRudDaHzZ roCkS.
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10:49 AM
Thursday, March 25
i feel like crying. but i know i can't. i should be strong. evelyn, it's time to stop it and be a big girl now =) you're gonna turn 16 soon! yes, n it's time u think about healthier things like happiness =D ok, i think of my friends all the time n they make me happy. is that counted? =) i think of my class n my rocking classmates n i burst out laughing. counted, riteee? and i'll be even happier if the teachers don't plot to have a test on my birthday =P i should stop thinking about frivolous unimportant stuff and concentrate on big things like my studies. and my the capital O. my olevels. i know i have to get into rjc. i have to. convenience.. dadada. besides, i have many other years of my life to party with, unless i die soon [choi!] i have decided to study harder. but first, i should actually learn to follow my resolutions. if not, i'll never ever be successful. like my diet plans. argh. and my excercise plans. all failed. cause im not determined enogh. it's time to be different. to start mugging. i want to be a six-pointer! who doesn't want. and so i'll work hard for it to make sure i get it so i'll feel proud of myself so i can close my eyes and pick my l1r5. cool rite. so i can get into any jc of my choice. cause mourning period is over, no more holidays for you evelyn. evelyn is a pig. evelyn should stop sleeping the moment she starts studying. evelyn, changes are good. at least to a certain extent. i wish i'd started my life better. God, can you give me another go at that? then i would be happier? but actually i'm easily contented. as long as you let me make my funkae noise and LAUGH. if there ain't such a thing as laughing, i'd be the first one to die man. i'm so easily contented that i do not know what i want for my birthday. so don't bother to ask me. i don't know! so how can you? well maybe there's one thing i want, but then again, it's unattainable. esther showed me this lovely lup and superdollfies that i like. these male dolls are like so pretty, i wished i looked like them. i'm gonna base my new layout on one of my faves! i like things or people with glassy eyes i guess. nice glassy big eyes. i wish i had big eyes. and longer eyelashes. and a sharper nose. a smaller mouth and a non-existent mole so i'll look prettier. but i guess i should be contented. =D easily contented.
You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.
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7:58 PM
Wednesday, March 24
i realise how i always end up being the fool somehow. and it's time to stop that =) goodbye. but then again, maybe that's all i am. and all i will ever be. feel quite inspired to move. change to diaryland or something so i can password protect my diary and be myself =)
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7:05 AM
Tuesday, March 23
in sch now. shaw lab. felly is bside me. mwahaha. lookin at me type my crap. anyway, e sch comp d/l gb only a few mins!!! wahlao. my hse d/l dunno how many hrs arhh! =grumbles= heh. i sld b more qin lao =D e song qinlao is nice. i think jr wld b proud of me! =P since he always sings this song -.-" anyway. im bored. v few of us r actually doin work as xpected to =\ =D im so happy for yenping! she won't read my blog to c this but anyway, gd luck! =P
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8:34 AM
Friday, March 19
back frm sentosa liao =D heh. it was e best trip to sentosa everr man till like 10pm then reach hm lar =x got scolded like dunno what. cause too late liao =\ blehh. damn fun. reached there ealy at 10:03am. cos i rmb i was late for 3mins =P heh. then made our way dwn to e beach. played abit of vball with youmin n yenping first lor. then simin n yingqi came along. then we played 2v2. after tt all of us went to SUN TAN! =) just lie near e sea on my mat lor. then we tan out tummies! =P haha. yarr. then we turned arnd after a5mins to tan our backs =x went for a lil dip in e sea after tt. shuxian, elizabeth n all e 4o7 ppl started comin in. cos 4o7 had chalet at sentosa worrr. wah. then we predict tt xiannie sure got guy ask for number one =) then she keep sayin no. she skinny, chio n everything nice lor.
after tt me n yenping n youmin went to sit a round of beachtrain! cos youmin wanted to go toilet then we lazy walk. but end up sit one whole round then go back let youmin use toilet lor. hehh. then we plan hao go eat delifrance. went back to take our wallets then eat delifrance =D heh. me n youmin ate e potato thing then yuppie ate e apple dunno what lar. lalalaa~ then we went back there to play vball. simin, shuxian n yingqi were playin with some guys when we went back. so we joined in for awhile. turned out those guys invited them to play vball wor~ then play with them awhile got chased outta e court. so we went to buy e $4 thingy to use e courts n kayaked.
played vball for awhile b4 KAYAKINGG! by then mjl came le. so we planned to all sit double seaters. but in e end not enough =( so yingqi n me single seater while shuxian n simin shared one, yuppie n mjl shared one then youmin n awyong share one lor =D hehs. cool rites. so long nv kayak liao. then got OBS de gan jueeee!! mwahahaha. so happy. but only for half an hr =( still quite cool liao. but 2 of e just now vball guys keep followin shuxian n simin arnd lar. haha. then we all predict tt one of them interested in simin worr! e super bai n disgustin one!! met ruilin in e morn actually but turns out she went to east coast instead cos kenna pangseh. no one go hm with me siah! after tt quite late liao. i was due hm but we wanted to continue playin ma then i called hm to xtend. then went dippin in e sea again. so fuunn =D with shuxian, simin, mjl, youmin, yuppie n yingqi. but yuppie youmin n mjl came up first lar. mjl n youmin went to bathe, me n yuppie went to eat n watch e pro guys play pro vball. buy fries n onion rings =P heee. then simin, shuxian n yingqi came up liao lor. kope our food. then one of e vball guys[e best one liao] asked shuxian FOR HER NUMBER! O_O wahsei. shuxian v innocent one. really give lehhh! O_O lucky guy. then we were tellin shuxian, c!! we told u liao!!! haha.
after tt e guy left tt time keep lookin at xian. so we told her. then she turned n waved! so frenlyyy =) then tt guy waved back n am-chioed! yuppie n i saw lor. then we both lauughh! so amused with e idea of amchioin =P hehh! after tt played vball for one-hr plus =D then go hm lor. intended to go hm at least. budden e bathrm too many ppl queuein. so we went up to e chalet to bathe lor. then simin n xian n serena swam in e pool in bras n fbts =) e guys there lucky until dunno what. bathe le then went dwn for their bbq! =D then all e netballers were dwn lar. cos is joanna's bday ma. then after tt they were goin clubbin =x yups. so all dropped by lor. =P erms, e food was ok lar. but who cares as long as it is FOOD =DD
heh. today youmin n yenping came my hse to study =D rockkss! we had such a damn gd laugh! =) we're laughin half e time. =beams= my BRUDDAHS! heh. then yuppie gonna meet =coughs= u!mpa tmr lar. so gd luck darhlingg~ don't do anything else bsides e movie arh~! evelyn coughs again. then we were contemplatin pretendin to b a guy interested in yuppies brother. n spook him out since he is homophobic. haha. so meannnn. >__< had a rockin gd time. then just came back not long ago frm swimmin! with potter n yingjie lar =D so fun. yarrr. then talked quite alot i guess. =) mwahahah. hao kaixin arh. ru guo mei tian zhe yang jiu hao le =) below is my list of BRUDDAHS!
youmin: acb-xiao-shu [sch tree]
yenping: ri-nerd
mindy: vs-poser
yingqi: acsi-pervert
trier: monfort-mugger
shuwen: ij-bitch
yings: tchs-loser
jade: MINDS-toilet-cleaner
esther: cathhigh-green-man
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10:54 PM
Wednesday, March 17
im goin sentosa tmr. im goin! im goin! im goin! IM GOINNGG! mwahaha. im happy abt it. sentosa, get urself ready for all e rgs babes okiieee =x so thickskinned. but im hypperrr. IM GOING SENTOSAAA. ok. evelyn, stop it. =sheepish smile= i miss sentosa. i love sentosa. uncle roger n family r at my hse now with uncle boonsuan they all. my hse is so noisy! =D but rox lar. i love guests =) did i say tt before? n they're all so cute n nice okiee! lalalaaaa~ singing karaoke now lor. just finished watchin my xiangshaolong show. LOUIS KOO is incrediblyyyy cute =D they say he's shy in real life u knoww. =gushes= lala. this is my sugar rush. im high. im goin to sentosaaa. YAY! =throws confetti= this is so funkaeee. let me tell u. if u were to ask me my fave word frm e dictionary i won't b able to make up my mind between funkae n beautiful =D nice words. nice nice words. nice words. get funkae. funk. funk. funkae. mwahaha. sorry. im highh. im wastin my days away again. americanidol now =D altho e season3 ppl r pretty =couggghh= i shall watch n stay entertained! =) i love you. so say u love me! say u do! u do! u do! o man. im crappyyyy. im high. im goin to sentosa. im repeatin myself. gd nites ppl =) act cute time! gd nitiEx hOrHx pPlxXx. n muX rMb mEeeZz hoRhx. iF noT i sAdDdiEx neHx! sWeEtiE dRmXx! mwahaha. me n youmins hobby for now! act cuteeee! =P
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10:19 PM
Tuesday, March 16
look at how long i did not update. wowzers. im shocked at myself. its ok. life is uneventful. just wastin my life away everyday. wish there is something beautiful to take my breath away. if onlyyy. arghs. anyway, don't u think e word beautiful is so beautiful? thinkin of abandonin this blog or sth. can't come online often. naww. too much updatin required. in e end i won't abandon it. memories =D all too beautiful to be erased n deleted by a single 'click'. beautiful. beautiful. i wish someone wld tell me im beautiful =) naww. wishful thinkin. my thots r v random for today. anyway, stEphiEx coUsiNx sHo kEwtiExx! hehs. tt was like not posuer not act cute! =P did i mention tt im sji xiao cao? as in sch grass? hehs =P gd nites.
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10:58 PM
Tuesday, March 9
added* :: e yrbk is out! =x e RGS YEARBOOK 2003 is outttt! =D so hyper. its out today. gone by tmr =P i still rmb my promise kkkk!!! /added*
ok. im at hm. haven't been updatin cos im banned frm e internet. WOW! =x anyway life sux. nxt wk hols. sth to look forward to. watchin movie with ruilin i think =) haha. yes. anyone wanna watch any movie with me? nvm. shall continue postin irrelevant crap. =D my description of e faveeee dearest darlingest chioest tchr i've ever known! my everrrr nbs! =D heh. credits go to marilyn, janice n me! heee. any sarcasm NOT intended! =\ n mrschew made us read this out durin eng class =D can u imagine how we BURSTED?
She strides into the classroom and begins to speak. Her deep mellow voice complements her short-gelled hair. When she speaks, her rain-drop like saliva slowly descends upon our faces. She raises her pale untoned arms to reveal a few long curly strands of unshaven hair. She walks around, leaving a trail of body odour. Her looks leave much to be desired. She never fails to contribute to the book of fashion faux pas. Her clothes wrap themselves around her lumpy body. She is self-delusional about her looks and despite all her flaws, believes she is the epitome of a beautiful woman.
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10:27 PM
Thursday, March 4
hehs. in sch now. reconnected e comp with gan[janice] =P hahas. n i feel like a computer genius suddenlyyy! today is call-each-other-by-surname day! =x ermm.. heard of this really cool story..
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7:20 AM