mwahaha. tt is surprisin. i love my giraffe. n i love my new pencil box! =D they're sooo cute. meis n 3rdaunt got it for me for my results =D i love you guys. to YOU--* i lovvvvvvvvvvvvvveeeeee uuuuu. do u know? do u? =) now u do!! hehs. obviously im hyper. but maybe im like what xinyi said, hyper 24/7 =x heee. so high now. lalalaaa. u made my day! =) hehs. made me so happy. i shan't think abt what u said ltr. tt way i can remain forever happy =) my first a1! muackkk!! to all those who didn't get a1, A BIG BIG HUGE GIGANTIC KING KONG HUG frm evelyn ok! nvm! u can do it again! i'll always lend u my support so jiayooouu n get a1s for all e other subjects ok? =) yups. have more faith in urself, work harder in whatever u believe in n.. TADA! =throws confetti n glitter= a perfect 6a1 to get into whatever jc u want tooo! =D yups. gd luckkk to everyone. did i mention tt ruilin e prokia got 9a1s? ok, includin chi, a kingkong 10a1s! =x im obssessed with kingkongs. forgive me. but i love my giraffe. i love my duck. n i love my piggs! n i love YOU--* e most. mwahaha!!!

Tuesday, February 24
typo error of e yr ::
youmin says: my one is gorilla face
evelyn says: haha
evelyn says: mine kongkong!
evelyn says: kingkong!
evelyn says: not kongkong! =x

Sunday, February 22
prefect's investiture is over =( our last ever pi in rg!!! argh. ok. i did sth v bad. time for confessions =x i was v mean to this sec1 girl. but actually she was so mean first! so rude ok. mwahaha. so i bcame mean. lalala. cos e stupid ppl placed dearest 401 at e v back of e amphitheatre ma. then too squueezzzyyy. so me n janice n charis went to stand bhind e metal railins. e tchr asked e sec3s to sit dwn but rmbin tt this wld b our last pi, she let us stand, as long as we don't hang our hands like orang utans or sth. then this sec1 girl, tapped our backs and said, i can't see, can you bend dwn, black facin us lor. like we do anything to them. like we owe them liddat. we didn't. until e ncc ppl told us to. so we decided to. can't c a thing bsides luowanying's head =x blahblahblahh. so we decided to go n stand somewhere else so we can c =) after awhile, seemed rather xtra standin with all e ncc ppl ma. so we went back n then e sec1 girl was there at where we were, still blackface. then i just barged in, said xcuse me damn loudly n just stood there. then janice n charis came along. e sec1girl had to move to e back lor. =\ who ask her so rude. then liangpei also say she rude. then i keep turnin arnd to c if i was blkn e ncc sec3 ppl but heckcare tt sec1 blackface attitude girl. =P lala. she was so pissed off. e dance was quite nice. nafisah was sooooo cute lor =) they danced not bad-ly for some ppl. but some arhh.. =zips= heh. u get e idea. e sec3 song was nice!!! =D so cute de lor.

heh. went our for brkfast at yakkun. saw steph, jas n xinyi. yups. koped my bread lor. then set off to buy betty crocker brownie mix so we cld bake browniesss =P i didn't help in e end. went to yings hse n slacked arnd. played MONOPOLY =P hees. so funn >__< i was playin gb most of e time actually. sian maa. then took so many pix with mindys camera n my fone lor. =P yuppie in e end nv come dwn! so i send her mms of e ferrero rocher we were eatin. =P heh. dunno whether she got recieve. mwahaha. my stupid idea lor. then on saturday went out to watch match. in e end we watch sai lor. cos we not in sch-u cannot go in. rushed to youmins hse to change ma. then huiwen nv tell me match end anot, msged her at youmins hse ma. then she nv say anything! =x so we thot maybe match haven't end. rush dwn, prize presentation! went back to youmins hse to change then went to meet tracy. sat at kfc n chatted for so long. I HATE TT CEDAR GIRL she told me abt! really so evil lor. ok. then we talked n took pix. i look like shit =) its ok cos i always do! woots! =x then walked arnd for v v long n went hm. this girl is so swt lookin n rather pretty lor. still say she uglyyy. =\ baituo lor. so skinny then make me n ahmah so zi bei can anot. haish. nvm. had fun. yupss. =D

realise how im losin my patience with everyone. ok, maybe not everyone but specifically, e male species of e homosapien population. somehow they just get on my nerves. =) how bloody irritatin they r. somehow their egoistical ideals or act cute attempts don't work on me. there's only one person of TT POPULATION i'ld hardly get pissed at, at least for now. yups. can i beg u to stop irritatin me. must u go arnd like a bian tai. get a life. lookin for ur love? haha. doubt u'ld ever find one. im mean. sue me lor. but u n ur innocence n bein easily influenced by any person is soooo irritatin. don't u ever have ur own stand? u're just like a parrot ehs? whatever u think or say is whatever other ppl told u. GET A FREAKING LIFE. rock on. peace, love, hope, EVELYNNN!

Friday, February 20
hi ppl! =D im in sch now. so freakin hyper cos they just played unwell-matchbox20 on e p.a system! woots! so evelyn ran out like a mad woman with jessie n we started singin along at e top of our lungs =D yay! we're not crazyyy!! lalala. cos matchbox20 simply rox okie! xinyi, huijun, kahei, huiling requested tt i talk abt them in my blog =x mwahaha. so here they r! my crazy classmates! =P xinyi is a chiobu who is already attached. tssk. huijun is my cipmate n will b my classmate of 4yrs! kahei is e waddle hse capt, really enthu abt everything she does! =) huiling is also my classmate of 4yrs! so small sized, rich. n she is e chinese orchestra vicehair in erhu! =P haha. yes! finish talkin abt them liao! mwahaha. didn't realise e sch is gettin repainted bcos president nadan is comin to our sch. ok. im slow. i didn't realise at all. -.-" comin for either founders day or prefect's investiture[[today]] heh. okok. shall stop crappin. muuuaaahs! buhbai! =D

Wednesday, February 18

My Immortal - Evanescence
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

Monday, February 16
today. dunno whether gd or bad day. got to stand in front of 5566 for 5-10mins. tts more than enough for any girl =D wished all of them jiayou n they turned to look at me. i know im lucky. xiaodao kinda waved too. they smiled abit. n renfu is so irresistible. haha. yes. ke ai dao yao ming! =x cos it was supposed yo b my turn to get e signature. budden xiaodao's back ached. so he went dwn for a rest n they all kinda entertained us. while i was on stage! rite in front of them! e girl behind me was on e verge of cryin =\ crazzzy. mwahaha. but i was xcited! duh. who wldn't b? hahas. yesss. im hyper now. e earlier part of e day was crap. burned some paper ended up burnin e rubbish bin. applausseee! im such a genius. my fave rubbish bin u knoww =x blah. my room still reeks of plastic. quarreled with dad. don't really care abt anything anymore. when u've been brken dwn, e scars remain no matter what. it is tt simple =) eyes still kinda hurt now. guess im alrite on e whole. who wldn't b after meetin their hubby-to-b?! lols. im referin to dearest xiezhi btw. yups. then kinda cut queue. we only went at 5:30! got this whole buncha ahlians bushuang us but whateverrr =) let them go first n i get to c 5566 upclose for 5-10mins! =D lalala. i win man. K.O =P hehs. yups. really tired today after e whole fiasco. realised maybe im still _c0nfusEd*. what is love n what is not? guess a lil gd exists in each n everyone of us at e very least. n what abt u? who i m to u? dunno lar. im tired. back to tingxie. wish me luck mans. maybe i wld type my love letter to nbs out here, just for laughs! =D

Sunday, February 15

=sends flyin kisses everywhere= what a pretty site when i went into class on friday! =D cos i was like kinda late lor. then im rather brk ma. then haven't buy prezzie for erm, like everyone minus my 2 highly pissifyin sisters. ok. tts not e pt. yarr. so i came to class, my table got flowers frm mindy, swts frm angie, pencil plus letter frm umay =) rather unxpected. then shuwo came to class to pass me this hotpink thing. yes, hot pink. =x with lotsa swts inside. n then she asked me to finish e swts n not grow fat =) =psoth= silly girl! how to eat n not get fattt? xcercisse. camp wasn't tt bad acutally. its was OK =D yup. altho im gonna like hate yeopeili to e core now. grrr. idiot lar. n i shan't try to act strong e nxt time im sick. its damn sickenin when u're not feelin well n u hold on strong to ur faith n they have to go crush it for u. thx ms yeooo =) u crushed mine. grr. can i say i was like damn pissed off? haha. just came back frm 4o1 bbq. my hotdate for e day. which rocked totally. i love 4o1. i think i say tt every entry =) haha, went to jas's hse after e camp. her hse so nice n big. can i like move in there? O_O =x n then we went to marilyns hse. her hse got pool table. wth rite. so freakin rich lor. we ate till evelyn's stomach bursted! =D n then we played games such tt e loser had to finish one whole big plate of noodles. mwahahaha. cos there was so much food left over n everyone da-paoed? ermmms. weirdd.

P.S. who is tt disgustin person? do i know u? probably not. cos i do not know anyones who is as disgustin as to spam n have no guts to leave e name behind =) happy valentine's day anyway, DISGUSTING. =D as u'ld like urself to b called. n who's ling* n jesS? doesn't matter. must b another of my rockin frens. yeah. love ya all. =D

what isit like to b sad? to b really sad? to b dwn in e dumps n nth can pick u up? cos i feel so tired n i feel empty again. y is everything my fault? tired.tired.tired. each time my faith seeps away. lets c how long i can last. like i said, no one real is left in this world. no one. whats real? define real. everyone has their own selfish desires. hurhur. yeah. tts what real is now. where is e love? gone. far away. there.. =pts at e sky= can't u c? tts where it went. far high n above. at least away frm me. i realise where i'll b headed if i continue like this. gd nite.

Friday, February 13
new bloggie layout =D yups. i wonder. i really reallly wonder. im so confused rite now, i don't know whats gd n whats not. yups. isnt this layout nice? if i cld, i really wld just runaway. so stressed out by sch. sux. life sux. someone sld just runaway with me frm everything =) but anyway, tts not e way we sld do it eh? we sld face up to all challenges bravely =says like some baichi knight= tell me im not stupid. arhaas. did i say tt i love my classmates? =x i can't believe it man. i love 4o1! =x filmed e classvideo today. imagine me n steph like 2 idiots, tryin to act out e wheeloffortuneee at e tchrs lockers. i was e contestant n she e girl. =) so we were laughin our heads off. =P mwahaha. it was all inspired by me. new hp btw, altho is share with my sisters but still better than nth. it is a nokia3200 with camera. don't tell me e fone is ugly cos i already know. but i think e funtions r great! =x so there. comment on my new layout okieee. buhbais.

Saturday, February 7
life rocks. rock on ppl =D don't really know what to say. happy? yups. n i'll b even happier if someone gets me 3doorsdwn album =D im not hintinnn. =act cool= dunno hor dunno hor. =P yar. happy is gd. but i realise how im gettin so irritated with so many ppl these days. o, i love 4o1. have i said tt already? mwahaha. tchrs r gonna freak out when we do our welfare stuff. png will most probably make so much noise =snorts= hehh =\ but it'll b damn corny. n a gd way to show our classpirit. yeah. i love my funkae class. mwahaha =D 4o1 rocksss. n i love e nbs anthem. =x composed by our darling janice, accordin to e tune of 'kiss me' by sixpence none e richer. hehs. its a really really cute song with farneh lyrix. realise how much i love to replace my funny with farneh? =x cos it sounds corny. arghs. nvm. transferin pix to my comp now. heee >__< all e 4o1 n muthusamy fotos! btw, our muthusamy family has xpanded once again. papa-samy is karen. mama-samy is liangpei who is barren n our real mother is actually our maid, luowanying n our beloved butler is janie =) went to sch for hseprac today anyway. =P hahs. so siannified. played vball with esther. practised some ball-pickin skills =P yar. then do hw lor. was playin monopoly on yuppie's hp with youmin =) so fun cann. but got sian of it after awhile. -.-* left to watch peterpan with wen n jr n mei[shhhh]. =) yar. its a really nice show =) rox. e peterpan xiaodidi damn cute. can i b one yr younger? y does it seem tt all e cute guys r like one yr younger than me? =( which is really really sad. n e plot was so swt. but i don't think e wendy girl was v pretty. arghs. but tts not e pt. e pt is tt e plot roxxx. =D heh. i like lorrr. =D haha. >__< took some neoprinx. turned out rather nice. yups. tts abt it =) buhbai. hahaaa. tc to all dude n dudettes, punks n punkettes, babes n hunks readin this =D ciaoxx.

Thursday, February 5

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today sch was amusin. perhaps i sld stop goin to sch. i've been throwin my face ever other day. first its e armpits thingy. now abt my pronunciation. arghs. im such a throw-face =\ brought digicam to sch today. rocked man. i love my muthusamy sistaas =D we're all so cute. =bhb= but too bad. papa-samy loves me e most! =sticks tongue out= yes, he does. im e 3rd daughter. fellie provides a gd src of entertainmt. she is so innocent its so farneh. yup. she doesn't know whats foreplay. even after sextalk. yeah fellie, e TEENAGE GIRL =x blah. talkin to sonya now =) hanna lar. n i swear i'ld take dwn my pic webby. bian tai alert okiee. bleh. didn't realise ppl other than my frens were lookin at my pix. eeps. saveee mee. -.-* brought digicam to class today. lotsa muthusamy daughters pix. n self-centered steph took so many fotos of herself. arghs. but muthusamy's daughters still rock nonetheless. youmin told me tt we're gonna choose sch team tmr when e match starts on monday. n sadly, we don't get to miss any sch at all. arhhh. >__< tmr will b e nice coach. i think. no xiaobailian or hellokittyy(accordin to sheralyn) yups. n i suppose we'll b havin a liberal now. which is weird cos we've nv played with a liberal b4. o wellll. lets hope we can get into nationals yeah. enough of my crap =) homework time! =D

Tuesday, February 3

You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.

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didn't really realise i was angelic (o''o) haha. just wonderin, i hate sch but sch is one of e few places tt makes me feel so freakin better. perhaps bcos i've got rockin frens =) i love 4o1. overwhelmin response for some class thingy. o well =) so cool k. mwahaha. yes. i love 4o1 =D don't worry ppl, altho im like sad, i won't go cut myself? cos its silly to. n its nth big really. its just struck dwn kinda thing. sheesh. im slangin. thx steph. she was e idiot who passed slangin on to me. now i feel like one big idiot =P blah. there r so many ppl in e world who r really in pain. mine is nth compared to them. nth =) nth at all. i can't stand bein sad for more than 24hrs. can i? =P haha. yups. just thot this quote was nice :: cos there's no one left in this world that's real. tts abt it. nites. hw, here evelyn commees. welcome me with confetti. yeah.

Monday, February 2
u know there r some days when u just feel like u need to cry? when u just feel like brkin dwn n scrmin, when u just dunno what to do, when ur life seems to worsen by e millisecond, when u just feel like cuttin urself to cure e pain? when u just feel no one's real? no one's really there? you're just dwn. dwn. in a deep pit. n u try to scratch ur way up e wall in vain. u're just stuck dwn there n everyone's lookin at u thru their binoculars. ptin at u, laughin at u, mockin u, waitin for u to die. watchin u die. these r e days when u feel nths goin rite, when everything seems out of place n all u wanna do is to slap urself awake. but u can't, u don't have e courage to. u're scared of e pain. but u feel like u're better off dead cos e days just seem all e same. nth much worth livin for, waitin for, doin for. well, then today is this day for me. bye people. it's ok even if you break my heart, cos i'ld even send myself to you n let you tear me apart, if you want me to.

watchin e bonjovi thingy now. erm. they're rather gd (o''o) heh. but MY matchbox20 still e best. =P don't really feel like typin here actually cos i've already got one nice long n3 typed out in another comp -.-" blehs. nvm. since im nice n kind n bhb, i shall re-type accordin to my failin memory. i love jessie's n3 abt e rgs uniform, tt ppl sld look beyond our uniform cos we're just like anyone else. yes, we slack at times. or rather, evelyn slacks all e time. yupps =) hehs. went for my first cip at braddell!! can i tell u there was this cute lil boy. so guai somemore. e rest is like unleashed devils or sth. after verbally abusin esther n callin her ah-soh, i had to suffer e same fate. ah-soh, ah-mah n auntie. thot tt was absolutely kind of them ehs =P then another girl drew on my hand O_O bleh. another 9 more cip sessions to suffer. =peoth= we can do it. o wells, its not tt bad actually. did anyone watch australia open finals? marat safin. i've got a gigantic crush on him =) i hate e qian bian lian of roger federer. in short, i just don't like him. altho i admit he's a gd player. like steph said, he can serve, can do everything well. but still.. marat safin! n his gf so freakiinnn chio. =jealous= yes, im turnin green. shall find a pic of him n his gf n post here okie! =P altho maratsafin lost, he still rox!

went to yatchclub for dinner on saturdayy. its already freakin romantic. guess what? we asked e person to play 'rite here waitin' yes. absolutely romantic. guess who suggested tt song? yes! ME! =x cos i thot it suited e atmosphere. if not i wld've asked him to like play unwell or sth =x or boyfreeenn >__< but must dedicate lao ge. cos e person singin lao lao one. -.-" stereotype~ lalala. e food was great n everything. but i love e atmosphere. advisable for ppl with steads to bring them there for a romantic dinner there =) wooo. =imagines= yups. so nice ok. really lor. =faints= heee >__< shall ask dear to bring me there one day. =x dear dear. -.-* shan't tell u all who. sure laugh at me deee. =sticks tongue out= but its e 'who i wanna meet' person on my frenster. yar. so go check (o''o) hehs. hope everyone is doin fine. just to let u guys know, im not dead. YET =P hehs. can still deal with e sch stuff. yuppppp! =) lets hope i can get into rjc. one of e things im gonna love steph for is tt she lent me e rjc batch vcd. rox lehh!!! >__< now watchin channelu. e he nian show. got 5fivEsiX6 =x so cuuteee >__< got xushaoyang also. n got huojianhuaaaa. =D n renfu is so farneh. then they got play shuangjiegun! jAyyy~ =D woottts. they so ke ai n cuteee =P heeeee. dearrrs. n they played elvas ai de zhu da ge. not pig bro ok. zhu da ge as in song ok! =x then sang kan wo 72 biannn! =\

then friday nite i went to stay over at sentosa shangri-la for freee. so nice lor =) then got monkeys climb arnd e place lehh. then so romantic. i went dwn at nite to e beach for a walkk with emilyn. romantic hors =P lalala. then e food there also v niceee >__< rox lar. shi wu. then i scalded my tongue. tt day brush teeth it bleed. c lar.. too greedy n tanchi lee =\ hahs. then got sth happen. not gd one lor. haish. MY HP IS CONFISCATED don't msg or call me k. wanna look for me call my hse k!!!! =( hahs. then in sat morn went swimmin in e pool n beach. nice nice niceeee. =P hahs. then this yr im havin 3 vday hotdates!!!! =P valentines day hotdate arh. with e vballers cos got vball match in e morn. then goin to 401 party at marilyns hse then after tt if possible im goin mtvasia. actualyl im drmin lor. cos ytd go roadshow arh, whole thing end le then go =( then saw angie. tt chiobu wear until so nice k. i didn't even get to c utt =( then after tt mei n i went orchard lorrr. take neoprints. walked arnd fareast. actually wanted to go bugis but i scared ltr we lose our wayyy =\ so nv go lor. go my di pan // territory =x hahs. yar lar. ok. i suppose this n3 is long enough. =P doubt anyone wld survive readin this whole n3 anywayy =x byeee.