sonya: *yawnz* YO! :) wassup. so sian
preethi: hi hanna.. very sian also.
sonya: good good. thanks for the cds :) muah. -->
archali: *yums* i love the cake skin!! I'm growing fat this CNY >__<
tavisha: Yay -15 more mins- Tavisha =)
preethi: WELCOME OSNYA! haha. i'm fat already & growing even fatter ok?! :( boohoo. :( -pretty preethi
sonya: hemna. fat still PRETTY -pukes- haha. and i'm the stick huh? boo
archali: we can
preethi: haha.. fat transfer!
parminder: YES. sonya needs more fats. i'll gladly donate mine to her. preethi's skin is thick. -parminder
thavisha: i don't now wat to say.
parminder: i know you want to agree with me but preethi's presence is too threatening //par.
preethi: hmmm.. i got no comments.
sonya: muthusamy's daughters rox! :D
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11:03 PM
Sunday, January 18
i did sth v v special on saturday with youmin, shuwen =) went out with them plus debbo. then we met yingqi, poleng. lalalaaa. its not v nice to say what i did unless i enjoy havin prefects houndin after me =x bleh. invite trouble for myself n ahmah. altho im rather retarded, not stupid until tt degree =D n i just found out tt yuppie also did e same thing tt day! =) talk abt gd frens! haha. yups. n we saw zhihui in a skirt. lets hope she doesn't c me n murder me tmr. not v likely. she was soooo paisei can. hehs. supposed to do hw now. watched 4hrs of tv today. marvellous. it was a simply xiezhi time can~ watch westside. blah. i wanna b either zhongqin or lanyuli! so lucky. hug xiezhi u know. haishh. lucky girls. do they know how lucky they r? =faints= my xiezhi~ =sobs= damn happy now. another reason y evelyn sld get into rjc :: their soccer team is pro. even steph said so k. n steph is our classchair, while im amathsrep. okok. back to e topic. they can do really nice tricks. =) haha. yess. n another reason :: cos ahems was frm there =) n jr, its not easy to get into rjc. i know u're smart! haish. n yes, i do want to form study grp! weiqi, tiara, wen! study grp n conference all die le arh? jr, pls tag me. do not b mean. n scary. its freaky to know ppl read ur blog. n this is a happy entry ok. i where got alot of sad entries. grr. =x
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9:56 PM
Wednesday, January 14
cos u're not who i rmb-ed u to b. cos i m happy, cos u're just an asshole who deserves to b treated like one. doesn't tt make alot of sense to u? n yes, i ponned trng ytd. for all those who r pissed off, i don't really care ok? cos u don't understand how i feel. i confirm cmi one. then go for trng waste time only. isn't it a much better option to study? =) o, n can i say im really determined to get into rjc? rjrjrjrjrjrjrjrjrj. altho its impossible. but a girl can always drm. =P yups. tts it for today. off to gb. ciaox.
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6:44 AM
i know there is so much beauty in this world that i should see, but i've been blinded so would you take my hand and show them to me?
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1:08 PM
Wednesday, January 7
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ermm. okie. bg song changed to qing tian =) my hubby! so nice rite. ok. tell me abt it. haha. o, did i mention tt im e proud Terrorist or Obaka bin Laden of ANBSC =P it's 3o1's highly prestigious club specially set up to celebrate our time with nbs =\ or rather, to murder her =x |oL* so we're gettin her again this yr! e terrorrrrsss!!!!.... -.-"
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don't ask me what happened. i won't anyhow say. =\ yups. its as simple as tt. only a few ppl r xceptions. anyway, evelyn is at her blurrest pt now so anyone who wld like to ask a favour frm me do ask now. cos blur me, wld b most most super likely to agree =) i've been fine. schs fine too. suddenly don't feel like updatin. weirrrd. maybe cos no time to update. yeah. so is my new layout nice? =) it's another layout tt i do myself! actually all my layouts r original, do myself one =D hehh. time to xuan yao n haoliannn! =xuan yaos xuan yaos n xuan yaos= bg song is changed to hua xiang. really really like tt song. e one sang by dearie xushaoyang n darling zhouchuanxiong =) can i tell u zhouchuanxiong rox like totallyyyy? he's so good. =) nice nice songs frm him. yups. but e bg one is sung by him~ =P thx to shifu for givin me his album! =D i love my shifu for always bein there for me. shifu, xie le. i'll call him in e middle of e nite n wake him up cos i feel so confused. haha. poor shifu. n he gives me weird advices. =x dunno what kinda shifu is this! lol. shall post a poem. can i tell u how swt this poem is? =) jasmine showed it to me. nice nice poem. so swwwt =) so ciaox ppl. take care ehs? =D anything just mail me at girlish__@hotmail.com ok? =beams= byye.
which may not happen.
I would like to watch you,
sleeping. I would like to sleep
with you, to enter
your sleep as its smooth dark wave
slides over my head
and walk with you through that lucent
wavering forest of bluegreen leaves
with its watery sun & three moons
towards the cave where you must descend,
towards your worst fear
I would like to give you the silver
branch, the small white flower, the one
word that will protect you
from the grief at the center
of your dream, from the grief
at the center. I would like to follow
you up the long stairway
again & become
the boat that would row you back
carefully, a flame
in two cupped hands
to where your body lies
beside me, and you enter
it as easily as breathing in
I would like to be the air
that inhabits you for a moment
only. I would like to be that unnoticed
& that necessary.
-MARGARET ATWOOD
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4:27 PM
Monday, January 5
tell me how in e world did this happen? how how how. so fast.. so hasty.. its less than a mth since. yar yar yar. n now? im in deepshit again. said i wasn't gonna have anything to do with such stuff ever again. what now. so fast. shock me. shock me. n shock me. stab me so i wld bleed n know its all a drm. pinch me so i wld wake up so he wld tell me.... zoomers. whoozers. crappers. fastttt. chop me up! tell me it isn't real. yups. short n3. nxt time then i change diary layout. n readin poems abt death is so nice. i'ld just like to have one tenth of e poets' pro-ness. tts abt it. =)
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11:39 PM
Saturday, January 3
first day of sch! yayay. can't tell u how happy, glad, overjoyed, elated =x i m to c my frens!!! so long nv meet up cos i was overseas like half e time. lol. n i was busy abt someone =\ tell u guys a secret.. my frens rock! every single one of my frens rocked! =) n r still rockin onnn. woohoo. so many stories to tell all of them! =D somemore today slacker day.. whole day crap lai de. talks talks n talks! so basically, i was tryin to talk w/o gettin caught. -.-" n evelyn got warned for low socks like e moment i stepped into e sch =x arghs. stupid sec3 prefect! =diAo= seriously, my socks rn't TT low. must b nth better to do one~ grr. jumped arnd, hugged some ppl =) can someone enlighten me as to y holidays always seem so short? anyway e first wks rather slack so i guess i'ld survive! lol. nxt yr, evelyn will hopefully b donnin on e rjc // vjc // hcjc uniform. note :: hopefully. hahas. must work v v hard le! =nods head in determination= no more games for evelyn! =*( =cries= nvm. i can do it. after o's then i partaeeeeee. =D woots!
dunno y today feel so happy when wear uniform. i think i 2mths nv wear le ba. then i recalled e first time i wear rgs uniform! =x i was like lookin into e mirror with utter disbelief.. thinkin im in rgs, im in rgs! =\ now u tell me i kinda heckcare liao sia. haha. whatever le lor =) happy can liao. so today i saw deborah! our sec1 classmate who left us to b with e cows! =( haha. she immigrated to nz =( then now she's back to visit us! =D can't tell u how shocked n happy i m to c her =) hee. but in e end didn't get to go out with her cos i bet e mean sch chased her out. she was outside e gate talkin to esther when i last saw her. haha =) yups. she looks e same i suppose. hope she's doin well =D hee. really enjoyed myself today, meetin up with classmates n makin a helluva noise. cos like everyone knows, evelyn is a super duper noisy girl! hehh =P i love lincolnrhyme. did i say tt? was tellin fellie how his brilliance was really goddamn sexyyyy =) had a huge crush on him since like last yr =) haha. pardon me. i have a crush on like, half e world. lols.
then after sch went out with youmin, shuwen. thot debbo was comin along, if not i didn't really feel like goin orchard anymore. im so freakin tired of orchard! =\ blahhh. must look for interestin places to go le. im so restless hor. anyway, we took neoprints n had lunch at longjohns =x yakkun food too un-fillin. loll. -.-* then came hm. nth much also. did my lit essay on twelfth nite =feels accomplished= woots! i love meee >__< when e whole world tumbles n falls, there's only one person u can surely lean on [[bsides God]] n tt is urself. ur frens cannot really b with u all e while. neither can ur family so we all gotta b strong =) yupps. n did i mention tt e neoprints today turned out quite nice? =) there's this really really cute pic where none of us looked at e camera. haha =) nice nice nice! nxt time then post them or sth. digicam currently unavailable. |oL. hees. buhbai. rock on peeps!
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10:46 AM
Thursday, January 1
2o03 passed us by.
20o3, a yr of turbulence.
a yr of discovery..
i spent one quarter of e yr carefree
i spent e remainin three quarters learnin abt devotion
i spent one third of e yr learnin abt love
i spent two thirds of it findin myself
i spent almost one twelfth of it gloatin
at e demise of others, while they r sufferin frm SARS
i spent tt twelfth learnin not to take things for granted
i learnt abt deaths n takin things in ur stride
while ppl were mournin for lesliecheung n anitamui
then i spent time learnin abt peace
n how everyone claims they r workin towards it
when they themselves r e ones who disrupt peace
i got to learn abt acceptance
i thot i'ld nv love 3o1, tt i'ld forever b a 2o3-er
then i accepted e great class i was put in
i had made many great frens
i found true frens
i learnt abt growin up
learnt to accept my parent's over protectiveness
sprouted frm sheer concern
i learnt to deal with relationships
tt everyone is nice, its just a matter of how nice they r
i learnt abt dealin with stress
tt suicide, tt cuttin urself n hurtin urself
is definitely not e way out
it is thru dealin with these tt we grow n mature
i learnt to care abt everyone arnd me,
tt everyone brks dwn once in a while
tt a simple i love u can make a huge difference
actually i cld've concluded this whole long winded thing into a simple line..
i spent e yr discoverin myself =)
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9:20 PM