announcement :: i'll b goin off to genting n kualalumpur frm nxt wk monday to friday!

hee. yar. i'll b in genting! with my cousins. so this'll most probably b evelyn's last update b4 she leaves =( don't miss meeee! >__< bhb. hee. kinda xcited n sad lors. i'll miss u guys de =P haha. yar, if anyone got anything to tell me in my absence, feel free to send me an email or sth k! =) hee. yups. (o''o) ytd went to psc nite! =D it was xu ruo xuan, vivian hsu. =P she quite ke ai, hyper hyper kind =) yups. my auntie said she's pretty. rare compliment. =x hehh. me, elx n emilyn got to shake hands with her! =D haha. yups. u know e part she sat dwn n touched a girl's face? tt was emilyn!! =\ haha. yar.. =) quite cool hor. my sis say shake hand till hand tired cos she shake hand so vigorously -.-" haha.

then my mum was scrmin lar. then elx n i were like.. she's not our mummmm... =x haha. jkjk only lor. =P but e nite was ok ba. went with my sisters, mum n aunty meihua, my 3rd aunt =D yuppp! potter n yingjie nv go cos they stay at their relatives hse. too bad sia =P haish. ok. bad news. jierong got out of e competition liao.. altho he sings really well =) jierong, if u're readin this, leave us a tag n u did ur best le! n u sang well k. tt idiotic belinda dunno how to appreciate. somemore she cannot even speak chi properly =\ u can go for e nxt competition! =D hee. gambatte eh? my mum they all thot u sang well too.. =D yeah. haha. n tt dummy kinda resembles u leh -.-* haha. yupp. but im sure u'll b ok cos u got ur gf to cheer u up on e spot! =P hehh. did i mention tt 3rd aunt bought s.h.e-superstar for us?? yayyyyy! =) wanted it for so long liao -.-" i still think ella is e cutest after watchin e vcd. she is so frankkk =x okok. shall end off here. buhbaiii! =D hee. >m 3^ol !

Thursday, November 27
hee. these few days keep nv update cos evelyn is a busy person. lols. cos my uncle came frm indonesia so i gotta accompany him n bring him arnd. =) ytd we went to imm n jurongpt. =P haha. then we shopped n carried our barang barang arnd. somemore got alot lor. my auntie bought a lot of things maaa =) yups. took some neoprints =P haha. my auntie v ksiao. all do some weird weird action. only got one neoprint she look normal. bth. =x then after tt, thx to YENPING, i got to watch e premiere for shao nian ah hu. vanness looks nice in his new haircut =) cuuuttteee >__< but they really sldn't close up on his face =\ make it seem so awful n his eyes r tinyyyy but still cute -.-" there's sth wrong with my eyes recently so u can sure me for tt =) haha. spent one hr on e mrt frm jurong east to orchard. =faints= now i understand how e jurong-ers feel when they go hm. =pshuwenoth n pyingqioth n pyiningoth= so can u know. so freakin long =\ did i mention tt i saw a xu.shao.yang-look-alike on e mrt? GOSH. evelyn's jaw practically DROPPED. kaawwwaaaiiiiii!!!! its XU SHAO YANG leh. xu shao yang orhhh! so cute =faints=

ok, back to e star runner. e show was actually ok. but they sld reconsider e endin. suckkyyy. left yuppie n i so unsatisfied n e girl isn't chio. -.-" altho she's supposed to b some dcb in e show. but e show is damn funny =x altho e cinema ppl were really weird. cos it seems as if yuppie n i were e only ones laughin when it was really soooo funnnyyy >__< =recalls e lao ah pek sittin in front of her= ok. maybe tt xplains y! we were watchin a show with a lot of lao ah peks! =x lolll. but thx yuppie!! =D n yuppie's bro daoed her. refused to acknowledge her =\ so she went hm without him. =pyoth= blah. yarrr. so i wasted another day awaaayyyy (o''o) altho i really enjoyed e movie. =D hee!

today was fine. went out for lunch, woke up late. then after tt went amk library with emilyn. guai rite? =) hee. wanted to c if e chi bks needed for yue du thingy were there. but can't find them! evelyn has lost her sense of direction. blah. ended up readin some stupid mags -.-" evelyn is so freakin retarded. anyway, i went to e park opposite e library after tt.. played swing. =x haha. then go raider cos =lols= was theree. then surfed net there. =) yups. evelyn tried to sign in her gunbound acct but then again, i decided tt i did not know how to playyyy.. =\ haha. absolutely idiotic. then watched =lols= play cs n warcraft for awhile lor. after tt went to meet aunty for dinner! =) hee. i so happy k! =D =ehems= actually sent me back to yishuuunn! >__< then ahwen was like, y u all standin so close to each other arhh? =P haha. saw jeremytoh at northpt. quite zi dong. gave up his seat for us =P hee. XIE XIEEE! weird weird. saw him today at sunplaza also. n i dropped by to visit chenyu at sunplaza coffeebean. she looks so cute! =D haha. in e santa clause hat =) tts it for today. my n3s r gettin freakin longer -.-"

Monday, November 24
today :: hee. this entry's gonna b damn crappy so.. =) bear with meee! >__< heee. it rhymes =x hahs =P today walk until my leg drop off liao -.-" now also damn pain lor. no energy le. cos we went to yishun library. hehh. i borrowed swt valley jnr high- prom nite. ok. i know its not exactly super constructive for my eng but its entertaining! =\ mwahahha. then keep walkin arnd e library lookin for my uncle. dunno where he disappeared to. after tt we went to causeway pt. my auntie super shopper lor.. walked e whole of tt place without leg pain leh. wahliew. my uncle n i walk until no energy sia. finished readin e bk there =P haha. cos they shop v sian mar. =feels weird= then went to northpt. shoppin again! really sia. my legs paralysed liao. blah. then i sit dwn le cannot get up liao =x hahs. then i called mum n she railed, screamed, hollered at me for usin e f- word =\ oeii. i v rarely use it de leh. so guai! =innocent look= lols. then i bad mood.. so tired still get scolded. haish. =( =self pity= mwahahaha.

dinner on saturday nite :: it was damn funny. firstly, huiwen n i both turned up in skirts! =x haha. so weird. then end up so xtra n malu lor. haha. paisei sia. then i was tellin wen abt my family lor. she agrees its complicated (o''o) hah. =P but im biased. so probably not v accurate lor. yar. then we waited for jr quite long.. but it didn't really matter cos e dinner which was supposed to start at 7.30 only started at like 9? -.-" we were soooo hungry can? blah. yar. n then they only started e singin competition at 9 too. waste so much of our time. just sit dwn there waitin n inhale lotsa smoke cos all e competitors[whom we were sittin with] were all smokers lor. then they blow all e smoke into our faces. grrrr. jr at first thot we sit with e competitors can eat more food! gluttons =P haha. jr eat v li hai. O_O blah. then i made a face lor so e person got e hint n went somewhere else to smoke =P mwahahahah! i was born evil =P haha. then halfway thru e dinner, yumin called us! so we started talkin on e fone. n yes, she sounds swt =) haha. yar. got this stupd retarded ren yao who act dua pai, think he superstar sia. he ULTIMATE UGLY lor. still so bhb. YUCKS. i c him i shouted, "JIAN GUI!" mean mean mean. n he sing rite, i got all e goosebumps lor. it was tt horrible can. look at him also lose appetite. then wen, min n i conferenced. haha. so retarded cos wen n i were bside each other =x blah. yar. then jr got 2nd, meanin we got no marche treat. aww. then got e luckydraw, wen n jr won lor =D yar. haha. then jr sent us hm at like 12:15?! he dropped huiwen off then drop me off. yups =) we were talkin lor. then walkin out tt time saw this squashed snake. blah. blur evelyn almost stepped on it =\ =imagines n faints then shudders= haish. realised jr's gf n i quite alike =\ we say e same things to our bfs. haha.. yar. =) shall sign off here. =D

Sunday, November 23
i've been thinkin these few days. thinkin, really thinkin. whether it is still e way it used to b. it's not. we're both different. i have my temper n u have one of ur own. i've been tryin to change. i thot maybe i'ld bcome a 'new' me n maybe then, we'll b happier. but guess what? i was proven wrong. whatever. its time i stopped carin n b myself. it's no use bein stuck in delusion cos e worlds not perfect n we all know it. nth is perfect. we can't expect perfection. we're nowhere near perfection. i'm not who u want me to b. i'm definitely not perfect. n its proven. i'm not perfect so there's no way i can b e perfect gf. NO WAY.. no way.. i guess i must b really far off frm perfection then, cos it seems like e whole world is bearable except me. n i guess its my fuckin fault. maybe sth els is better for me. maybe we sldn't even b together. its no longer e way it used to b..... get it? its simply different.

i don't do what im supposed to but instead, i piss u off half e time. whats e pt? e pt :: evelyn sucks! YAY! guess its a known fact. maybe it is a mistake rite frm e start. we're both too different. sometimes i wonder if u really like me. cos i guess i really suck too fuckin much. woots! few ppl r able to do tt.. =) i feel so accomplished =D YAY! i know i m insensitive. its not ur fault. u don't have to apologise. i'm simply too full of myself n too bothered abt pride to admit certain things, such tt i appear cold. im hidin beneath my skin. its e only place where i can do whatever i want. i know i suck. i know im at fault. im sorry tt i piss u off so fuckin much. im tryin to change.. to b someone better, someone more likeable so perhaps i won't irritate u so freakin much. but its hard. i've been myself, just me for e past 15yrs n askin me to change immediately is like puttin eggs on e fryin pan n expectin it to b cooked e moment it comes into contact wif e pan. i will change!

one day, i'll b a different person altogether. maybe better, maybe suckier. but i'ld nv know till i change for u rite? so i guess i sld still change. cos =noh 3^o| != its tt simple, really. but sometimes it hurts =( i'll have to agree with u.. love isn't smooth. it's like a roller coaster ride. full of ups n downs. but overall, thrillin. of cos certain ppl find it nauseating n gross but overall, we gotta admit tt it is nice[over-generalisation] to a certain extent. n its e same as love. e same. so much twistin n turnin. so many obstacles n it ain't easy. guess what i'm most scared of now? tt we'ld both lose e faith. cos losin e faith is like loosin ur safety belt on ur roller coaster ride. u can b prepared to court death. its e same. there's no 2 entirely identical roller coasters on this earth. every relationship is a whole new experience n entirely different. n its absolutely enthrallin.. guess im in e lowest pt of e roller coaster now. yups. tts it for today =)

Saturday, November 22
wc is in malaysia n i miss him so much =( blah. evelyn is so freakin bored n i guess im at fault cos b4 he left i had to piss him off again! =\ i'm sucha retarded asshole, pig-brained idiot, ugly fat-ass n dunno what else lar =( i just don't do e things im supposed to n i overdo e things im not supposed to! i'm a _fucked up, ^fucking, _fuck ^fucker! YAY =D oops. if dad reads this, i'm gonna get grilled for usin e f- word again =( whatever. emilyn just got back psle results. she was cryin like way b4 she got back e results for dunno what -.-" i guess she was disappointed with her results =\ at least not as retarded as her older sis who had to check her name when she saw e score =x zhiyu didn't do well. then she was cryin really badly =( had to go console her lor. my pri sch highest psle aggregate is like 276? ok lar. but emilyn v pro leh! got a* for MATHS! O_O yayay!!! =x haha. yups. parents like got nth to say. quite ok with it ba. =P yar =\ c emilyn cry so hard, i also felt like cryin. but eyes abit puffy le -.-*

haish. haish haish. trng equals absolute shit =( can i express my xtreme dislike for agneslim? y does she generalise? n make it seem like she gets her so-called big picture? when she doesn't she doesn't know half e story or half of everything tt happens. ok. we're still gonna take part in nationals despite opposition frm certain ppl -.-" i dunno whats wrong. guess we'll b jiaolian-less le? dad also said tt i cld only turn up for one trng a wk =x what kinda shit is tt? it doesn't help larrrr. n e jnrs have all disappeared =x GOH QIAN HUA, YOU'RE DEAD! =x mwahaha. i'm soo mean. then yenping was v kind suddenly =\ actually sat down with me at orchard mrt for 1hr while i was waitin for huiwen n jierong -.-" both of them were late lor but yuppie had nth better to do =) so accompany me wait!!! XIE XIEEEE! >__< i was rather gan dong u know. rushed off to meet wc. he was so pissed off =x haish. actually i wld have been on time if wen n jr had not held me up lor =( haish. got screamed at by dad.. n jr for makin him wait =x HELLO??? -.-* tributes.. continued. who else did i miss outttt? =bluuuuurrrr= n pls add evelyn on friendster at girlish__@hotmail.com =D ok, n can someone enlighten evelyn as to y no one believes her tt her display pic is her? -.-"

*thia :: erm, not v close to him so don't really know what to say? O_O ok. he's an s.h.e fan. =) yups. always crap to him abt 5566 de! =D mwahah. paisei arh. must b v irritatin. since u don't really like them tt much. =x or i'ld start gettin all xcited over some shuaige! =P then he quite ke lian. must hear me gush abt them -.-" sorry arhh. paisei paisei =\ he just changed new diary layout! =D v nice n simple.. so go support ok? =D mwahahas.

Wednesday, November 19
erms, don't really have much to update. had trng today. damn slack. okie. tts an understatement cos we were beyond slack. =x i served surprisinly ok tho. but as usual, played like shit. grrr. went out for lunch with mum, aunty, cousins, emilyn n baobei =\ mum likes to call valerie baobei. dunno y. but she v ke ai sia. yups. then i saw kang xinyi frm 3o3 cos we were both held up then we waited n chatted together. she was meetin chen yu! haha. =P saw chen yu! so long nv c her leee! -.-" haha. yups. watched them have lunch =\ o yar, n evelyn went with shiyun to change her swimsuit at thomson plaza. hee =P had bubble tea. can't rmb when's e last time i drank it le. so long agooooo =squints= mwahahah. okie okie. i shall start tributin =) been a million trillion light yrs ago since i last tributed i think...

*weicong :: [i know i'm gonna get murdered for zhong se qing you-in.. again] haha. okok. thanks. =) i really dunno what to say le. haha. thx for bearin with idiotic evelyn. =\ e one who always brks her promises, always late n make u wait long long for her, e one who wastes ur phone bills n always bug u =x e one whom u always need to re-assure. thankewww >__< for all those memories, for bein there n for jus bein u =) for listenin to me scrmin abt 5566 n gushin abt probably any other shuaige. haha. yar. now 2mths plus le ba.. =) altho we always quarrel or whatever, jus wanna say i really cherish everything we share ok.. whatever it is =) hehs. ok.. i shall end off simply, u have taught me many things other ppl wld not have. in short, u mean alot to me =x hee. =noh 3/\o| !=

*huiwen :: hee. she's one of e really really nice girls tt i met online. frm pcss de. v smart somemore. she used to b my mum. yups. used to. =x always go psc nite with her de =) haha.. n she's a real yanzi fan. she always gets hated by those wuliao ppl who have nth better to do than go in search of enemies. but these ppl do not understand her. wen, do not get affected by them ok? not worthy of ur concern lar. yups. n she is v ke ai de but can b v antisocial. so only a few lucky ones get to b her fren =P haha.. huiwen! JIAYOUUUU! =D yups. i'm serious k. don't let those irritatin idiots get to u. they say whatever they say bcos they do not know u, not e real u. n u have lotsa ppl wantin to b ur fren de. where got no one wants to fren u lehh? O_O =sweatdrops=

*serena :: hee. she's another online fren =D met frm fod also. really nice girl. but so sad, zh doesn't cherish u n its his loss ok. don't feel confused abt him le. don't wei him xin tong cos he's not worth it. brk ur heart n can still seem so happy abt it. pro sia. -.-" u can easily find someone better de ok. n thx for re-assurin me also =) for listenin to me su ku abt everything n pei-in me whenever i'm bored. u rock girl. wish u one day find ur own paradise k? =) feel free to talk to me abt anything. n anyway, those irritatin idiots who bug u? bian them one day lar =P haha. yeah. hope u meet ur own =h|m= soon =) n i forgot to say tt cupid strikes u when u're most unprepared for it =)

*tracy :: another fod-er! =) haha. ex foder more likely lar. ok. anyway, i'm quite close to her too. paisei arh tracy, tt day nv go down for ur promotion thingy =x cos last minute my parents say don't go. sorryyy! =( ok anyway, good luck with =h|m= haha. i'm kinda sure he likes u lar.. yups. have more faith n confidence in urself k! if want to ask him go out then pluck up ur courage n ask! if not e nxt chance mite not come again le! don't you yu bu jue ok? =) jiayou hor! haha. u rock! mwahaha. yar.. n i still haven't confirm e tuition thingyy =\ blah. paisei arhs. -.-" hee. =D tc arrrhh!

*yumin :: haha. another crazy n nice fod-er! =P [i seem to b tributin fod-ers] ok. but dunno y always seem so pissed off by ceRtAiN idiots. all i will say is these ppl mouth itchy. so keep talkin crap. don't listen or believe in these. when u feel sad, mus chu chu qi. ngfyh to keep all these in urself. o yar. n i forgot to mention she's a kelly clarkson fan =D hahas. another ke ai ke ai person lai de. always nv tag me one =hints= but when tag suddenly will leave a lot n floooood. ahaas. =) yuppp. n thx for helpin me deal with tt copycat k! =D really appreciated it!! thhxxx! =D

*luah-ah-mah :: mwahaha. surpriiseed? let's hope she reads this since she nv tags my diary =diao= haha. out of e whole 2o3o2, she's probably e nicest to suan =P haha. always kena suan by me. but sometimes i know i say till too guo fen le. sorry arh. always come hm with her one. n we always crap along e way! =) cos we both take same line ma. then she's e other neoprint freak i always drag to take neoprint with me one. we quite close lar. since we both vballers n 2o3o2 ppl ma. =) yar. n this girl vball so pro still say unpro. is e one ho teach yenping mahjong n end up qing chu yu lan -.-" she v hardworkin de! =xian mus=

*yenping :: our dead setter. with meniscus[?] tear or sth. yar. somemore v cheng qiang one. ming ming die liao still want to play. then end up pain until dunno what. o yar. n she quite generous with her stuff de. always lendin other ppl her vcds n cds. another jaychou fan! =) hee. n she likes davidtao too. n of cos.. 5566!!!! =D mwahaha. duhh =\ she changed alot this yr lar. yup. [yings n yuppie] wld understand this. she's quite reasonable one lar.. yar lar. but got some idiot dunno how to cherish. so too bad. it's ur loss lar, baichi. [ok. tt baichi won't read this]

*shuwen :: hiiii! =waves hands= another one who doesn't tag meee! =diaos= haha. i v mean. keep diaoin ppl. ok. she's a HUGE kangta fan. =) n she looks really cool. like dao dao kind lar. but actually she v noisy one. n v nice to crap with de. if me, ah-mah n her go out together is HAVOC lor. yar. but too bad, not in same class as her this yr le =( shuwen, we mus n will work hard together for everything ok? esp for academic! we'll jiayou n top e sch. ok. impossible. but nvm. we can always drm =P hee. yar. n one day, we'll go korea n build a tiny hut bside kangta's hse ok? =) haha. but first we will get 6 for l1r5 in o lvls! yayay!! -.-"

okie. i shall stop here today. kinda tired. tributed a lot of ppl leh! somemore all chang pian da luns! hee. yar. n those who r missed out currently, this is to be continueddd! =D yup! gd nite!!! o btw, e tributes r in no particular order hor! =P maybe xcept for e first one. -.-"

Tuesday, November 18
haish. who cares rite? not like anyone gives a bloody damn =\ today went to yings hse =) haha. for our long-awaited mahjong session. loll. O_O bleh. actually met up with youmin at 12 de leh. we somemore super on-time lor. then if we straight away go yings hse sure on-time de lor =) but both of us were hungry lor =x so we decided to stop at city hall to EAT! mwahaha. then also cos we always go yings hse one. then thick-skinned us finally paisei le. so we all share buy prezzie. sheeyin was supposed to buy de. but she went to class chalet then forget all abt it. so bein e wei da frens tt we r, youmin n i went to buy lor. (o''o) hee. yups. bsides, youmin needed to go to ritz-carlton. cos of her ma fan work xperience =\ wah liew. ritz carlton so far frm e mrt lor. somemore there got so many cats O_O youmin was overjoyed since she likes cats. n i kinda have a phobia of them -.-" blah. ended up we super late.

met barry to get e rgs yrbk =) haha. its been with him for moonnntthhss cos evelyn's speedy delivery sent it to him e day it came out =x fast rite? anyway i look like shit in there =\ so i kinda waited at e kembangan mrt for him. =x got e yrbk. youmin cldn't really recognise him =\ for e better =D haha. yups. saw sheeyin when waitin for barry. lols. -.-" then she was like arhhhh =beams= haha. cos she just came frm 3o9 chalet (='o'=) ended up mindy, zhihui cldn't come. mjl was busy zhong se qing you-in =\ go out with m.e.h mar. blah. so ended up makin yuppie, yings wait for us cos not enough ppl to start e game. hee. DUA PAI! lalala. i used net first lar. then they started playin first. =x after tt i xchange go in n play. wahliew. i'm gonna murder yenping. tt asshole won practically every game. somemore act unpro. was on e verge of murderin her lor. O_O =nao chong xue= somemore sheeyin v gao siao =\ play game with her end up laughin. kawaiii. >__<

when we walk to yings hse tt time already keep makin us laugh liao lor. cos e chi classes streamin thing survey form sheeyin put tai du rated 3. with 4 bein e worst n then cai chang di saw n told her tt her xue xi tai du sld b 5 if got 5. haha. e way sheeyin describe is super funnnyyyy -.-" cos she bring food to durin e chi intensive muggin sessions. like goin ye-can [accordin to cai dua pui]. ksiao liao lor. then play game tt time keep movin e pineapples O_O haha. she even told e pineapple, "wo fang ni zai zhe li shi suay yenping de huh. ni yao hao hao zuo. bu ru wo jiu rang ni bu neng cong jian guang ming, yong yuan zai yi zi di xia, wen ren jia fang pi" trust sheeyin to come up with tt. O_O evelyn was absolutely hysterical. then we started singin e cheeky girl's song =P haha. n their rated one star album.

lalala. chao ksiaooo! went to meet wc after tt =) actually e time i spent with him is much much much shorter than e time i took to find where he was. cos i walked e distance of 2 bustops! xcerciseee! =\ lols. yups. borrowed hai tun wan lian ren's soundtrack frm yuppie. i'm gonna change e bg music for my blog again =) heehhh! then sis came in with chox to tempt me. but for e first few times in my life, i actually rejected food! mwahahaha. yar lar. luo suo. buhbais. =waves hands n bouncess awayyy= O_O

Monday, November 17
my cousins r at my hse now. so noisy. haha. but v kaixin lor. so many ppl. so re nao sia =) haish. but actually they come over is for a bad reason de lor. cos my aunty got some problems lar =( so they all come over help support! blah =( today didn't go c 5566 =( parents don't let ma. no choice. if not i confirm chiong over sia =D XIEEZHIII! i'm standin on e same ground as xiezhi! =P lols. mus an wei myself cos cannot go ma. =x lalala. actually they came over ytd nite. =) these few days like v unhappy liddat. like everything has to purposely downturn =( grrr. qi si ren lor. actually damn kaixin on friday de. budden.. haiish. stupid me =( born retardeddd. not really in e mood. had to cry myself to slp cos i cldnt slp. ended up slpin on e sofa lor. blah. missed church cos i only managed to slp at 5 -.-" =yawwwwnnnns=

e reason y i cldn't get to slp was partially bcos i ate a damn full supper. =x my sisters lar! all say want eat e noodles. then i call ask mum take-away for us. n within e 2hrs, both my sisters fell aslp. left my cousin n i to gan diao e big bowl of noodles. then my cousin damn smart lar. leave everything for me to eat. fake like she eat alot so in e end i gain wt i know who to blame liao. -.-" =pts accusin fingers= arghs. stayed up really late lors =) somemore dad n mum didn't scold! super miraculous lor. usually they will start SCREAMIN -.-" =covers her ears= blah. these few days also got op craze. whole day got reason, no reason mum will bring us to op at np lor. bought lotsa clothes. =P ok. in short, wasted a damn whole lot of $$. like we within 1-2wks already got op-membership. tt was how much we bought O_O bought 2 new berms n 3 new shirts! =) nice! my sisters also bought quite alot. elx bought 2 new shirts, 1 skirt n 1 berms. then emilyn bought 2shirts n 1berm. pro hor. not includin what my aunties bought =x blah. op-fanatics! lalala.

feelin shitty now =( i realised how blur i m. everything also blur blur do, blur blur say =x now end up like shit. SHIT arh. haish. i think i end up with - $55. DIE =( still need to buy prezzies =\ got wc's bday, yuupie's bday n mjl's bday =x i got no money le. n parents won't sponsor e dinner this wkend. =x cos y? smart evelyn blur-blurly agreed to go to e dinner, w/o realisin tt e dinner is 2nites! so have to pay $55 to jierong =\ goSh. really shen arh, jiu jiu wo ba! no $$ wor =( -.-" nxt time shan't so blurrrrr liaos. blehs. damn sad sia. keep worryin. then daddy ask me don't go. ksiao. i must go de!!! =\ kk. gRrrrrR! btw, evelyn changed bg music le. to yujian- stefanie sun nice anort? =) hehs. wanted to pswrd-protect my blog de. sld iiiiii? so i can prevent certain ppl frm readin my blog. or certain bian-tais to b exact =\ blah. dunno y recently so scared of bian-tais -.-" blah. sld i? tag meee! =x blehs.

Friday, November 14
monday :: went to indonesia lor. was supposed to go out with wc de. but in e end mum pms and decided tt i can't go out. -.-" aunty lise came to sg ma. so we went along with her to indonesia =) hee. reached indonesia also nv do anything much. just slacked arnd =x haha.
tuesday :: was in indonesia le. didn't really do much lar. whole day just watch tv but it was rather cool cos mei n i got to sit on top of xiaojiu's car. it's like can open e top of the car halfway lor. then mei n i decided to stand n we both started singin like 2 lunatics. ppl were diaoin us lar -.-" n we were helpin out at uncle's school =P heh. so cool lor. =) e kids all so ke ai de!
wednesday :: slacked arnd -.-" watch tv =\ yupp. tt's abt it. ok. myabe except i ate n slept e whole day n uncle treated us to pizzahut =P FOOD. yummm. blah. took dunno how many helpins of the soup. niceee >__<
thursday :: hehh. came home liao lor. dunno y mum was in super bad mood. started scoldin us for no apparent reason. lols. =\ then poor aunty had to accompany us back here before goin back. sorrryyyy -.-" bleh. missed =lalala= alot lors =x yups!
today :: got trng. i m so super pro. set spoilt alarm clock. woke up at 7:30 when i was supposed to have reached by tt time. sheeessh. =x so i hurriedly bath. stupid fone cldn't on at tt time. wah liew. was so worried. thot buy a while so fast spoil liao. haven't drop before u know. wth rite. then took cab there. cmi lor. late larr. missed most of e killer drills. dunno whether gd or bad man. played a while lor. then i v smart de. injure my hand again -.-" now got 2 blue black! =throws confetti= blah. then played a bit only lar. trng seems super short. dunno y. then went out for lunch with simin, anqi, youmin, yenping, umay. wanted to collect my xi jie comic one.. but out of stock liao. must wait for next batch =diao= then went to meet wc lor. yup. nv really do much. but.. =P details r kept to myself only. -.-" yups. of cos nth bad happen. =D sent me hm n tts abt it le lar =) heeeeee. =P

Sunday, November 9
mwahaha. rather PISSED OFF now. sumone went to copy dis layout i specially made fer mi mei. nice rite. sumore ish exactly de same. wth. nv ask u noeee. haish. duno y dere r such copycats in de world. i put in kuite alort of effort fer dis layout u noe.. since itsa fer mi mei. how kan de person jus steal n sae she did it fer herself, fishin fer compliments.. n when ppl sae its nice, its her new layout, HER PRODUCTIONS. i did de entire layout. i even uploaded de pix, midi tt mi mei chose miself. n here comes along a ahgurl hu steals it. tell mi.. wld u b pissed off considerin u spent one whole afternoon doin it u noe. bleh. sum ppl jus nidta b taught a lesson on originality. =\ okok.. heres de link n mi proof n evidence.. de copycat. if u view src rite.. u kan c tt de img/midi ish uploaded at http://www.boomspeed.com/wishin.. or mebbe.. i kanort rmb lar. but one of dem! http://www.boomspeed.com/alienic which r both mi personal accts n it wld haf been nice of her if she had asked b4 she stole de layout eh? lyk b4 u take property of sumone, u sld haf de courtesy to ask =) etiquette, darhling, etiquette! n if u left-click, u kan c tt she put ah gurl productions.. kan she proudly tell mi, without guilt tt she did de layout herself?

bleh. ok. sho heres a link to de original layout.. the original sweetness. =) yups. dunch go bitch her ok. jus leave her a polite note bcos it was originally her fault n if we bitch, we r at fault too. i shall make her de sole accused. =evil n mean n a million other horrid things= feel free to leave mi mei a note too ok! =D o yar. fergort to mention tt if u wan steal oso dunch entirely steal mar. liddat v obvious de! mus steal smart! a lil here n dere nvm one. whole thing ish called qian bian liao. o yar. sumore de pop-ups nv change worrr! =diaos= n steal mi mei's fwen[serene] one. wad i thot u mite luk back. O_O v smart sia. design use ours but words use another gurls. cong ming cong ming. ke shi cong ming fan bei cong ming wu =sticks tongue out= jus too bad fer her tt i was surfin serena's bloop n saw dis ahgurl.. when i went to her bloop tio shock =x she tink frm fod copy to bloop wunch kena caught meh? haish. COPYRIGHT LAR. shant waste mi time on such bird-brained geniuses =polite smile=

blah. jus came back frm church. i tink pastor yinfun(?) ish damn kewt. de wae she preaches ish lyk damn ke aiiii!!! =D haha. n i still tink tt brendan ish v ke ai! de wae he toks ish.. =blushes n faints= too bad he's only a measly five yrs of age =( hee. o yarrrr.. n im beginnin to tink tt pastor jeremy ish kewt. he's a dark haired versh of justin timberlake! gosh. =faints= but he's married.. sumore de wife super chio u noe =x okok. enuff. de followin ish fer wc. all those hu get goosebumps ezily sld stop readin here k! (o''o) i love u hor. go check ur diary-x acct ok! =D gort sthh. mwahaha.

Friday, November 7
end le. its over. tell mi y im sho bu shuang? cos history repeats itself n im stuck at hm, while vryone ish enjoyin demselves. agaiiinnnn. again. again n again. its de last dae of exams =again= n im stuck at hm, AGAIN! yayay! =throws confetti= yeah. celebrate. nice rite. nice rite niceeee. again. again n again. tell mi y im hafin dis argument wif mi dad whether de paper ish easy or nort. again. again. n again. i saed its ok. he saed ok ish wad? i sae its hard he sae i alwaes sae hard. of cos i nv sae ny paper ish ez. lyk overconfident liddat. sho its ok. its OK. again. n again.. u ask mi y i sae its ok. n i saed its do-able. k. duh. its do-able. i meant i cld do. yup. isit sho hard to understand tt? again. wadeva lar. f-

Wednesday, November 5

nth much to sae actually =x jus tt vrything ish fine liaos! =D mwahaha. ytd was tryin to teach dad howta leave a tag! lyk damn corny. sis n i even taught him howta leave a note on sis's fod. we were lyk larfin. O_O mwahaha. i tink its kuite kewl tho -.-" hehh. im outta mi mind. kinda sick. feelin drowsy n stuff lor. but im sure i'ld b ok! i'm healthhhyy! =flexes non-existent muscles= hee. mus b i ate sth germs-ful at johore on mondae. blah. i hate diarrhoeaaaaa! =pats eve's stomach= blah. nort gd lor. =x duhh. past few daes kip muggin n tokin on de fone lor. mondae quarreled wif wc =( bad bad bad. but now ok le! =D mwahaha. i suppose tt ish all tt matters lor. =D lalala. hafnt really gort much to sae lor. xcept wc gort a blog! go support hor! or kan click here! =) dunch really haf de energy to update. yeah. probably after o's? =pulls hair out= STRESS! =\

Monday, November 3
i'm nort gd enuff fer you. i was blatantly liein when i told u i wld nort worry. cos im worryin =x guess it jus all boils down to de fact tt i'm afraid u'll leave mi fer sumone prettier, sumone nicer, sumone swter.. sumone betta at consolin u =( vryone.. but mi. haish. wadeva le lar. worrriiieeeddd. nv xpected miself to fall fer u. i did. nv thot i'ld really lyk u. i do. i'm jus another spasticated idiot rite. cos i kant even console u de wae a gf does or ish supposed to. simply, entirely, absolutely loserfied =( wadeva. its ok de. i haf a buncha great fwens i kan turn to wheneva things happen de. whether in sch, online or wad =) altho im surprised at how much u mean to mi. wld u eva tink how scared i was tt u'ld sae u wanna leave mi? silly mi. stewpig. horredously retarded =\ bleh. if u're readin dis, i lurf u -.-" yups.

dad, if you're reading my blog this moment, leave me a tag ok? the tagboards rather visible so.. =) tag me! i know you read my blog. i know you distrust me. =) it's ok. i understand. i'm the daughter who doesn't listen etc. blah blah blah. whatever!

yups. do nort contact mi on mi hp nymore. i cut off mi line w.e.f todae =) yeah. sho u'll b sms-in or callin thin air. i mite nort get a new number so i'm currently hp-less. o yar. de line i'm referin to ish 98228472 =D wanted to disturb marcus actually since im changin hp no. until i realised i dinch haf his no! awwww. =x kk. i shall end off here. kinda sad now but it's ok. i'll get oevr it! assure me it's ok to use my heart and not my eyes to navigate the darkness..

Sunday, November 2
hee. ytd flag dae =) woots! rocks! orchard ppl r nice! mwahaha. early in de morn went to library @ esplanade cos suaku mi haben go b4.. n zx wanted to go.. sho met up wif steph, zhixin go lor. basically, poor zx waited damn long fer us. cos i woke up at 9.33am when we were meetin at 10 =x PIGGY! lols. dench yar lar.. went off at 12:15 go meet yuppie collect her hp cos her hp cldnt recieve mms. dench she send to nokia care center =\ collect le.. sho lotsa rgs ppl! lyk HONGmin, shuxian, jasmine n xinyi =P haha. all slackers de. nv ask fer donations riiittee -.-" bleh. dench went to somerset mrt meet ying, mindy dey all lor. shun bian collect donation can =) mjl, youmin n i v enthu.. ask fer kuite a lort wor. dench we saw dis clown =\ actually wanted to ask him to donate to us de. end up he gif us ice-cream stick kan go redeem free ice-cream! yayay! =D FOOD! =x we ate ice-cream lor. dench i went off to city-hall at 2:45.. collect vcd fer westside-story =) i tell u arh.. i was lyk chionnnnnnggggg n piiiiaaaa lor. cos i supposed to meet wc at eunos at 3:30 to pass him de vcd mar. -.-" re-newed mi 5566 official fc membership =) dench take mrt to meet wc lor. i was only late by 5mins! -.-" bleh. dench we tok tok abit etc lor =) hee. i kinda forced him to donate fer mi -.-" take mi can out n ask him to donate. hahh. but he did =D lalala. o yar.. dench gort super kind ppl hu donated 10bucks, 5bucks n 2bucks k.. i was lyk.. gan dong =sweatdrops= hehh. but mi highest donation was a 5buck. which ish still A LORT~! =x blah. went back n reached somerset at arnd 4:30? yups. dench mjl n luah-ah-mah finis sellin all deir flags le sho i felt kinda guilty lor (o''o) hehh. dench dey help mi sell mi flag. =D hah. in de end i finised! yayay! =3 cheers fer evelyn n mjl n youmin!= mwahaha.

after flag dae dench we went to eat at crepes&cream.. =P cos meryl n i both dinch eat lunch nor brkfast -.-" shared 4 ice-cream scoops. =) cos we were rather brk but we still wanted to take neoprint! lols. =\ we ate strawberry, cookies-dough-chip, cookies-n-cream, mint chip.. nice worr =) hee. dench we were tokin crap n larfin our heads off.. saein we feel gayyyy! almost insulted de ppl fer nort servin us plain water =x n fer slooooow service. =crawls= too hyper liao. cos mjl n youmin were feelin v accomplished n youmin was lyk.. we sldn't spend $$ on neoprints.. sld DONATE! arhh. feng liao le. but in de end tuk neoprints on sum cinderella machine at heeren =) turned out ok. gort dis pic youmin saed i luk lyk pervert. wth rite. i luked pretty sucky actually. nvm =D since when did i luk ok? -.-" wanted to take another neoprint.. but too crowded n i nided to get hm shooo. yeah. went hm. =\ ANTI-CLIMAX! =x ended up goin to marine-parade fer dinner at hans lor =) dench shopped at parkwae parade till 10:30 or sth =x dench wanted to eat supper at aljunied[sumwhere near cedar] but nort open fer business yet wor. sho mei n i kinda made dad drive past cedar.. cos we both wanted to get into cedar initially =x i gort put cedar in mi furst option form mar n mei missed entry into cedar by a few pts.

blahhh. wanted to go serangoon ctrl cos sumone told mi s.h.e was dere. thx fer betrayin mi trust =) wc ish rite.. im stupid. i sldnt believe ppl sho easily. gullible. i mus b warryyy.. even ur own gd fwens kant b trusted =) toked on de fone till 4 in de morn n woke up at 7am. was kinda groggyyyy =\ luks lyk our 10mins lasted fer one hr. =faints= haha. i was v bushuang when kena conned dench wc hadta hear mi sound sho bushuang.. haish. sorwee hor =x dui bu qi! i'll listen to ur ku kou po xin le! =D lols. kk. dunch trust ppl easily k? ppl haf ulterior motives n intentions.. BEWARE! n thx to tracy n serena hu wanted to come down to support but li bu cong xin.. sho nvm. ur efforts r much appreciated! bsides, [cliched] its de thot tt counts eh? xie le! =D